may 2026


2026-05-09

We are working our asses off for so little. Yet the feeling of freedom will take over my soul! I cannot wait to be free even if for so short a time. I've been spending a fuck ton of time on Tomodachi Life: Living The Dream which has genuinely saved my sanity, so journal entries have been rare as you can see (i'm typing on my phone for christ's sake.) But it's fine.

The grind will stop eventually for this degree. But then the grind of life will not end until life itself does. It scares me. But then, I'm not scared with the Orthodox, theosic reunion with the divine. It's especially fine because existence lacks words to be realised. I can live with that and I can die through that. It will come when it does. I'm impressed by my lack of suicidal ideation after ten long years. Maybe things are looking up.


2026-05-14

Finally started a band. It exists...in idea as of yet. But I am sick of sitting on my arse so if nothing happens with this I will lose the remnants left of my mind. Still no name yet, but we'll see what hits me or my friends.


2026-05-25

Everything's happening already. My sister just got older. I started writing a story set in Jericho, over four days in 100 years. I also wrote my first intellectualism blog entry, to be uploaded soon. And finally, the band just now got a name - The Juniper Spot. But it all will have to take a step back as these final exams actually begin, so see you in a couple weeks.